I will start by telling you my story , its a love triangle or hardship not quite sure kind of thing it however left me so devastated and lost in the world.but  im here and wanna help you..life is such a hard thing to go through...if you need me im here for you i will do the very best i can to help you ..i can make suggestions or we can talk ,i cant help with money but i will share my heartfelt exsperiences and feelings..

I met this guy three years ago at a bar , i believed it to be love at first sight, never thought id  have this, i was married and with my wife for 20 years then i met him , my wife and i seperrated i never cheated either..then the relaitionship with him and i started to bloom..we fell in love big time ..then july boom he left me went home to his mom broke my heart but because i love him i took him back..it was month later.he cheated on me a couple of times while we was toigether while we broke up too he also had a drug and alcohol problem too i didnt yet i loved him so i looked passed it..love make you do many things..for three years it repeated to happen the cheating drugs and omg his mom causing so many issues she controlled him like crazy....she told him everything and he did it...did i mention that 3 years prior he tried killing himself with a gun , he was alittle slow and had his issues fake eye scars etc i looked past all that too ..they did the same thing to his first boyfriend too, like arrest , false accusations, mom did it all.in july of last year john vanished for six moths i lost him i was dead inside i couldnt live do anything..i got into drugs and drinking to be somone i wasnt all for this guy ..i just wanted him to love me that was all..he did come back jan 2nd ran away from home told me he loved me with all his heart and soul was sorry he had no control his mom kidnapped him and held him hostage drove him 3000 miles away...i helped him regain his life and conservatorship..get set up in life  as a  normal human being ..his mom said he was retarded couldnt walk to the store...needed 24 hour care..he did not he was normal and a sweet  normal loving guy..his mom is so messed up..very controlling demanding acts like his wife...not his mother....i dont understand said he hated her never wanted to see her again i was his savior he loved  me more then ever ,wants to be with me for life..the day he left right after i went to work he came back with police told me its hard its hard i said what the dishes ..then his family messed with me cops called 3 times..on me..i got a text/we r done!!!!!i do not love you!!!!!!!!  ill keep blogging